Today is My Next Day

Bila kita cakap tentang future, kita akan sering memikirkan apa yang akan terjadi pada masa depan dan dalam masa yang sama mengabaikan apa yang sedang terjadi sekarang. Padahal, apa yang terjadi sekarang menggambarkan apa yang bakal terjadi di masa mendatang. Okay, sekarang saya sedang berfalsafah pulak. Eh, falsafah ke? Huhu.

Soalan seperti dapatkah saya menjadi seorang doktor yang baik pada masa hadapan tu sangatlah sering keluar dari kotak fikiran saya sebenarnya. Rasa takut untuk menghadapi dunia sebenar. Dunia yang pada waktu itu tidak ada istilah "oops..sorry, terlupa/tersalah". Pada masa itu, saya harus selalu berfikir secara betul. Memanglah kata orang, manusia tidak lari dari membuat kesilapan, tapi, apabila kita berhadapan dengan nyawa sebenar, tidakkah seboleh mungkin kita harus berbuat benar?

Hakikatnya, segalanya harus bermula dari sekarang. Dari saat ini, mendapatkan sebanyak mungkin bekalan buat masa depan. Meningkatkan segala ilmu yang masih cetek dan mendalami selok belok dunia yang akan saya jelajah nanti. All the best Amni Farhana! Semoga hari ini lebih bermakna buat kehidupan masa depan anda. ^.^

My Birthday~Wee

So, 12 Dec 2008 adalah birthday sy yang ke-23. Hahah. Cam tak caye plaks umur da 23 upenya.. Da besar panjang sy ni upenya. And for my 23rd bday nih, I want to share it wit everybody. Yela..walaupun mb bkn utk pengetahuan orang, supaya sy suatu hari nanti baca lg blog sy nih n have d same feeling again. Wee..

Abg bagi chocolate cake. Beautiful n lovely cake. Ada ribbon2 lagiks taw. Heheh. Thank you abg! Walaupun dia cam susah payah nak carik kek yg terbaik sampai gi ke beberapa kedai, n I guess, you found one! This is d best cake I ever had.

Cantik kan bday kek sy nih? Wee..

Er, btw, yg dlu abg bagi pun best gak. If i'm not mistaken, 21st bday. Ingat tak abg? Masa tu abg bg tiny sweet little cake yg sangatla cute..wit candle on it and abg ask me to blow it n make a wish. Remember? I won't forget tat.

N I remember gak, emm...ni sbnrnya da confuse bday yg mana..heheh. Abg took me for dinner at Malibu's. Masa tu sy dressed up la jugak walaupun sy rasa dress up camne pun sama jek. Hahah. I remembered abg bg rantai..heheh. Ingat tak abg? =P

So, instead of bagi kek, abg jugak bg sy first present which is a kinda music box yg ada lagu 'Happy Birthday' tuh. So sweet. Best sangat tiap kali pusing2 key dia n dengar lagu tu piano version. Kalau ada yg first, sure ada yg second kan? Heheh. Abg bg sy rantai yg dia beli kt NZ. Cute sangat. Sy pakai smpai skang. Walaupun second present dia mengambil masa agak lama utk abg kasik kt sy (I wonder why), but I love it!! Thank you abg.. * wink

Ini adalah gambar kek ngan first present sy..
Yg second tuh x sempat amek gambar agi ar...isk3

Antara Balik Dgn Tak Balik~

So, raya hari tu adalah cuti terakhir buat sy. Kononnya lah. Mula2 tu cam okay gak la. Byk masa nak buat itu ini. Nak settlekan kerja thesis (publish n submit), register 4 yudisium n bla bla bla. Walaupun nak dijadikkan cerita, atas kekhilafan diri yang tak dapat dimaafkan, sy terlupa yg daftar yudisium tu adalah minggu depannya. OMG!! Masa tu hari Jumaat, petang lak tuh, br nak teringat. Lepas blk hari tu, satu apa pun kerja tak buat lg. Emm..tu laa..tak peka. Huhu.

Tp, syukur Alhamdulillah..bcos, lecturer2 pembimbing thesis sy tak byk prob. Dyorang tu simple jeks. Sy mtk tandatangan, dorang terus bg. Walaupun time tuh da siap jilid dah. Huhu.

Then, tiba lak satu time yg tah camne, rasa nak blk. Padahal da decide taknak blk. Dah tu..dak2 yg masuk second batch yudisium sume nak blk. Walaupun dorang ada prob ngan visa, dorang nak blk gak. Tak leh jadik..sy pun nk gak ar! Hahah.

Akhirnya..hr Jumaat ni balik. Lagi. Heheh. Best2. So..welcome home Amni Farhana! Enjoy ur holiday kay? ^^

Promises

Do everyone in tis world make promises juz to break it down? Urghh~i hate people can't hold on their own promises. The worst part is when they juz go on wit their life as there's nothing had happened before. What a jerk!

Well, it happened to me. Soooo many2 time. Well, i think everybody did. Emm..i want a very simple but nice life. I want things to be very easy everytime i get through it. I dreamt of life wit no obstacles as i cud understand tat it is hardly to happen. What a life without obstacles? What a life without problems? But i hate problems! Sooo much!

Okay2..back to the topic. I think, to be a better person, ones shud be responsible wit wut had he/she done and said. Don't make any promises if you don't rilli sure tat u can do it as wut u had said. So, be more careful on wut are u going to do n wut u are going to say. It might hurt other people when u don't mean it.

Games & Life

To me, game is for fun. I am enjoying games very much when there's nothing to do. Tp, for certain people, game is their life. That's make game's sucks. Why? Becoz i don really like org yg terlalu berlebihan terhadap sesuatu. Yang salu abaikan menda2 lain cuma nak wat menda yang tak berfaedah nih. Org yg terlalu obsessed sampai klo tak dapat lakukan apa yg dia nak tuh, idup dia jadik tak tentu arah n boring. Plus, berubah semata-mata kerana games. What a man!

Sure pelik kenapa tetiba nak cakap pasal games. Sebab i'm bored. Bosan dengan karenah manusia yang sanggup bersengkang mata untuk game tp klo utk benda lain, dia tak pulak sanggup berkorban sangat. My life jadik sangat membosankan sebab games so i wud say, i hate games so much now!

Internet no more, internet moreeeeeeeeeeee...

Whoa! It is almost a week for us not having the internet at home. Wew! So lama la..cannot stand it anymore. You will never imagine life without the internet when u're not a medical student in Indonesia. Hahah. Kidding! But it's rilli2 a very tough boring day.

We kept calling the speedy agent, telling them we had problem in accessing to the internet. But, it took 3 days for them to take action. Their visit on the third-no-internet day was only juz to tell us tat we had to buy the new modem as the old ones cannot function anymore. Huh..

Okay..then the modem-searching moment is beginning. Since I had no idea how much, where n what modem should i buy, so i've surveyed for almost more than 10 stores. And then, i find out tat the price is over than Rp 450.000. What?!? No..i juz don't expect it wud be tat expensive. But i guess..wut else can we do rather than juz buy it n make it as nothing happen.

Actually, we had been given an option to cut down the budget. And that option was to cutting down the recent internet account n reregister it again. Well, it's sound simple but for us, Malaysians in Indonesia, without local identity cards, so it is never been easy way to do anything including this internet things. So, we pass that option.

So, after everyone in this house agree to pay Rp 450.000 for new modem, i went out to find the new modem n guess wut i got it for only Rp 380.000. Heheh. Can la..dpt la saving siket, kan? =P
N tis is our new modem..ProLink ADSL2 Ethernet Modem Router...hee...n then i had a chance to submit a new post for my long-time-no-see blog. =)

Wedding and Engagement Season

Kat sana sini orang sibuk menjemput dtg ke wedding dyorang and kemudian ada plak sms n phone calls bagitau nak bertunang tis coming weekend!! Yeay!!! Huhu. Beshnyer. Iyala..utk batch sy, skang ni da abes study. Ey, convo pun sana sini taw!! Semua org da abes blaja. So, it's time to think about the next level in their life which is..perkahwinan.

Bagi sy yg masih berbaki 2 tahun lagi studies nih..bersabarla yek. Heheh. Tapi best jugak. Dapat pegi tengok weddings and engagements orang..and pas tu fikirkan idea kreatif yang lebih baik supaya sy dapat memiliki sebuah wedding sy sendiri yg paling cantik dan best di abad ini.


Yela..sy pun ada impian sy sendiri. Klo boleh, sy nak wedding yg sangat grand. Ahahaha. Grand2 jugak, tp kena cantik, ekslusif dan memorable. Mungkin akan memerlukan pengeluaran sedikit wang? Ala..perkahwinan kan sekali seumur hidup. Apa salahnya berbelanja sedikit? So, menyimpanla dari skarang.


I did tell my sayang about my beautiful dream nih. And he said, it's okay if we had EXTRA money. However, basically ia sangat bergantung kepada berapa duit kami pada waktu kami btol2 mahukan sebuah perkahwinan. Eceyh..smart thinking la pulak. But it's true! Heheh.

3 Most Beautiful Days in My Life ^-^

Heheh..it is owez beautiful when u'r in love wit somebody n to be loved by tat somebody in return. Itu la antara perasaan sy wat masa ni. Em..bercakap pasal 3 hari yang terindah dalam life sy, sebenarnya ada byk lagi hari2 indah yang tak dapat sy lupakan tetapi, buat masa skrg, inilah hari2 yang tak pernah lekang dari buah fikiran sy.

13 August - 15 August adalah hari best yang mana akhirnya..setelah 2 tahun lebih ktorang couple, dapat ar sy dan boyfren tercynter sy nih kua jalan2 kt msia. Hm..ye ar. Ktorang duduk pun jauh2 (wpun tak ar jauh sangat). Sorang KL (ataupun Selangor? heheh) dan sorang Muar. Blk cuti pun jarang2. So, susah la sket nk jupe tuh. Iyala..rasa cam cuti yang ada pun terhad so byk la abeskan ngan family kt umah masing2.

Tp, last 3 days nih, kitorang tekad gak nk kua sesama. So he came and picked me up at Muar. It was great! Why? Bcos kitorang dapat spend masa together kt Msia. Never tau before tis. Ktorang tgk cte Wall-E. Hihiks. Klakar ar cite tuh. Klakar n comel n sweeeeeetttt.

Ow, n abg (panggilan utk boyfriend tercynter sy ittew) beli handphone baru. Er..sbnrnya PDA-Phone. Cantik glorz. Smart sangat. Abg, nk pinjam? Heheh. Ni image handphone yg dia beli tuh (HTC TyTN II). Abg, nnt nk pnjm ek HTC abg? Plz plz plz??? Hiks.

Hm..camni sy pun jadik x sabar nk ada PDA-phone sendiri. Cita2 nk ada O2 lak. Ye ar..abg da ada HTC, sy O2 la pulak. Doakan sy cepat2 dapat kumpul duit dan ada O2 sendiri ok?

Wel abg, thanx for being there 4 me. Best sgt. Padahal amy tau abg penat. Tp wut to do..itu jek waktu yg kte ada. Heheh. xoxo

Helo fwens..

Ok..it's been a long time 4 me not to write anything in here. Wel, it had been the busiest moment. Dengan xm yang tak henti2, thesis (even though sy tak ler berapa melakukannya..hee), short semester, lepaking, fun time (aiyark! ni pun masuk ke).

So..skarang da balik Malaysia. Sepanjang nak buat keputusan nk balik Msia nih, taklah semudah mana. Iya la..kalau ikutkan, short sem belum habis lagi. 14th August barulah abes semua xm. Tp, memandangkan kawan2 serumah semua dah balik, rumah pun dah kosong, sy taklah pulak berani mencabar diri duduk kat rumah sorang diri. Takut woo.

Lagipun, boyfriend da balik gak. Er..transportation problem. Hihih. So, fikir punya fikir, sy dengan tekadnya membuat keputusan utk balik 7hb Ogos gak. Tak pk pjg lebar lagi, sy terus jupe sume lecturers yang terlibat utk amek xm awal. Konon cam izin tinggal da nak abes la..padahal~heheh.

Wel, life is owez like tat. Unpredictable. But to me, it is the best choice n i won't regret it. Balik ni, selain daripada berehat, sy nk g jalan2. Jupe kawan2 lama. Jupe Atikah terutamanya. Mish her damn much. Dia jemput g convo dia. Wel, Atikah! I wud like to tapi tak janji la..sbb mb ada urusan lain time tuh such as~dating? *wink!

La..tak sangka dlm takde2 idea byk gak sy berceloteh. Wel people, tis is not an interesting story 4 u 2 know. Ala..pasal diri sy. Apa lah yg menariknya. Bukannya artis pown..hihih.

AmniFarhana's Own Destiny

OwnDestiny?? Kenapa own destiny? Sebab, itulah kehidupan saya. Kehidupan yang saya nak kongsi dengan semua orang. Sebab kadang2, ada waktu2 tertentu, kita nak bercerita tentang diri kita, angan2 kita, impian, harapan dan nak bercerita tentang problem kita. So, it's about my life, who I am, wit whom I be friend wit, wut hav i done, wut shud I do, n bla bla Er..not noe wut else to say. So..tat's all for nw. Hee.